Wednesday, March 4, 2009

It's a GIRL!!

Ashtyn Faith Joyce wil be here on July 17, 2009. Big sister Hope is very excited and so are mama and daddy!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Too Long!!

So it's been way to long since I have posted anything. I apologize life has just really got in they way lately. So Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and Happy Valentines Day and anything else I missed! So where to start.......We has great holidays, and Hope is growing up so fast. It makes me want to cry sometimes because my baby really isn't a baby anymore she is my big girl! Which she will remind you of at least twice a day. I will put some new pictures up as soon as I get them on my computer. We are working on potty training, she is starting to tell me a little more now if she needs to go to the potty but we usually just miss it. We will get there! I just really hope it gets here before this second baby gets here in July. I am due July 17th and I will be 19 weeks tomorrow. So we are almost half way there. We will be finding out the sex of the baby in 2 weeks. So far everything has gone smoothly and we continue to hope and pray for a happy healthy pregnancy and baby. The last couple of weeks have been really rough first my husband's best friend was killed in a motorcycle accident on Feb. 8th. We went to his funeral on Feb. 10th. It was a beautiful service......if that even makes since about a funeral?? But it was very sad at the same time. Then on Wednesday Feb. 11th Johnny's dad, Brian, gets taken to the emergency room and is out in ICU. We really thought we were going to loose him on Thursday but thank God we didn't. He is however still in the hospital and not getting any better. The Dr.'s don't know what is wrong with him. They are running all kinds of tests and nothing is coming back positive it's all negative or inconclusive. It's so frustrating! Hopefully they will figure something out soon. As far as I go I am drained, emotionally, physically and spiritually...... I am frustrated with circumstances and with waiting. I feel like I have waited my whole life and I am so tired of waiting and seeing all of the things that I want and that I know God wants for me happen to other people. I know that he wants them for me because he has told me to wait for them. For instance my husband is called to youth ministry. I was called at 14 to be a youth ministers wife. Yet the ministry that God has called us to has not yet come about......does that make sense. What are we doing wrong? We are we having to wait for everything? So sorry if this makes no sense what so ever. I get that way sometimes. I hope all of you are well and I promise to update more often!!